Ana I loved reading your list. Oh its Jen from Napa Solano.
I gives me hope more hope. I have 3 years clean and I am starting a new job in a totally different field tomorrow. I have been in Horticlulture for 10 years now I will be doing property man…
October 11
Wow its been a whole year since I have been on this site
yes I did see the shout out:) you ROCK!! Yes you pay at the door.
So the pancake breakfast is a fundraiser for the First Annual Contra Costa Womens Brunch which is Nov 1 I would LOVE for all you to come and support that too.
How did the elections go? I really wanted to be there but timing is everything..
Hi Jennifer, thanks for the invite. This looks cool.
At 8:35am on September 20, 2008, Jennifer N. said…
Trying to ignore our worries only pushes them underground.
Pretending we are not anxious, when we are, is a tactic that fools no one, especially not ourselves. Attempting to deny or repress our fears and worries does not work. The result is often depression or a physical ailment, indicating that in our subconscious, we know very well that something is wrong.
The rigorous honesty of the Twelve Step way of life saves us from playing destructive games with ourselves. A worry that we can define and examine in the light of day is far less threatening than one we are trying to hide.
So let's ask ourselves what it is we fear. If our worry is a rational one, we need to decide what we can do to prepare for the worst-case scenario. If the worry is irrational, we need to figure out how to get rid of it. But, no matter whether a worry is rational or irrational, we can't turn it over until we acknowledge we have it. Getting our worries out in the open and talking about them with people whose judgment we trust keeps us grounded in reality.
If I am worried about something today, I will consciously examine it so that I can resolve it.
You are reading from the book:
Inner Harvest by Elisabeth L.
At 7:52am on September 20, 2008, Jennifer N. said…
The light of my higher power is on me and within me. As I am traveling this road he is illuminating situations that show me where im supposed to go next. Right now there is some fear involved in where he would have me go, but every day it is clearer and clearer.