Thank you for your interest and support. I have to admit that my sexuality from the time I was 13 until now (68) has been a rocky time for me. So, no, it did not start at my PD diagnosis (age 52) but I was on a different drug initially and now on Levadopa/cardadopa. As I said in my first message I really do not blame it on the drug - - it is my own self discipline that is at stake. That is the bottom line for me. The problem is that I can do it for a period of time, then I lapse, and the cylcle starts over again. I could also blame it on a pedophile that sexually molested me at age 13 (which is how I discovered why I had wet dreams etc). Through my early teens I was a sex machine. Then the Navy which went okay other than one gay encounter with another sailor). I fell in love ater the Navy and am still married to my wonderful wife - two children and now two grandchildren. It is a long story. But this is enough for the moment. I must say that I did finally make confession to a priest a few years ago and that has helped a tad, but only a tad. I need to go slow with this if that is okay. Again, thank you my friend. Nick
Where did you see Danari?? Is he helping you with grad school still. One time we were playing him in city league and he was the ultimate trash talker(mostly in good fun) and he started talking to one guy on my team. Really dogging him. Then the guy on our team started getting on him about his weight.. He's put on a few lbs since school and he got real quite.. He has always been a fun person to compete against. Tell him I said what's up if you talk to him again. Hope things are going well for you.
Hello new friend,
I'm just getting moving this Saturday; checking email. Will probably get to a f2f 12 Step meeting at noon or this evening. I like this online recovery support site...maybe we should start a group. What do you think?
Jan