Hi Stewart,
Thanks for your message, it good to know that people actually care even if they don't really know you. I've failed so many times but I will never stop giving up on wanting to be clean. Life on stuff is so unpleasant that even I fail t...
I'm kinda new to this as well, 18 days today. I couldn't do CA or AA meetings either but you've made the decision and I found that once I'd made the decision then I could carry on as long as I don't think too far into the future. I really wish you...
I'm new to this but know I need to do this. I've lost everything due to drugs, my son, my home and financial and health wise. I'm still working just about but I have now come to a conclusion I need to stop. Been to CA meetings before but to be hon...
Weekends are really hard, especially when all your mates are doing stuff and you know you can't be around them when they do. I started a diary and make sure I write in in every day. how I feel, how any cravings are getting to me etc and also the good stuff, waking up feeling proud of myself for having done another day. For some reason this helps as well, seem to make my determination more solid and real. We all know how difficult this is to do so you should congratulate yourself for being an intensely strong individual in making another day. Sunday was my three week mark and I wouldn't say that things are getting hugely easier (although they are a bit) but now I know I can do this.