NO MATTER WHAT CLUB

[SHAUN SMITH]

Whatever i go through,i must not relapse.I have to remember the spiritual,physical,and emotional emptiness i felt at the end of the road.I have to play the tape all the way through,because that voice that tells me (IT IS OKAY TO HAVE ONE MORE,IS THE SAME VOICE AFTER I RELAPSE THAT SAYS YOU KNOW YOU JUST F---- KED UP).I always have to remember that this disease is out to kill me PERIOD,BUT WE DO RECOVER.So tell yourself everyday that i am in the NO MATTER WHAT CLUB BOYEEE!!!